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N Sunday, March 28, 2010 / 9:05 AM
Stats Exam is near.. 1st April 2010.. 3 more days..
; So Emo
N Thursday, March 4, 2010 / 10:00 AM
Hi everyone or anyone again,
Its been such a long time i last updated my blog. now in the lost dunno wat to write. lets update my life. i finally quit my Uni of Newcastle in year 2008. Then i join DSO National LAboratories in 2nd Feb 2009. i enrolled in PSB again UWA, Degree in Chemistry in Aug 2009. Finally i broke up with Christy. The inevitable had happened.
In late 2009, i know xiaoting better and evetually i became her bf. Before that, she was with her 11 years ex who is her malay music teacher since her secondary sch. How can a teacher be so unmoral to court his own students? Probably is becos of malays. I HATED MALAYS! Of cos 11 years of relationship is long.. and they had done it.
she told me she waited till she was 21 before she did it but whats the point? she had done oral well before she was 21.. i was being bothered by this issue for the past few weeks. i was very sad and emo and feel kinda sick to think of the things they done. in the beginning, i find that she is the one but now i'm pretty unsure.. can i really tolerate this for the rest of my life?
i wonder....
Its been such a long time i last updated my blog. now in the lost dunno wat to write. lets update my life. i finally quit my Uni of Newcastle in year 2008. Then i join DSO National LAboratories in 2nd Feb 2009. i enrolled in PSB again UWA, Degree in Chemistry in Aug 2009. Finally i broke up with Christy. The inevitable had happened.
In late 2009, i know xiaoting better and evetually i became her bf. Before that, she was with her 11 years ex who is her malay music teacher since her secondary sch. How can a teacher be so unmoral to court his own students? Probably is becos of malays. I HATED MALAYS! Of cos 11 years of relationship is long.. and they had done it.
she told me she waited till she was 21 before she did it but whats the point? she had done oral well before she was 21.. i was being bothered by this issue for the past few weeks. i was very sad and emo and feel kinda sick to think of the things they done. in the beginning, i find that she is the one but now i'm pretty unsure.. can i really tolerate this for the rest of my life?
i wonder....
; So Emo
N Wednesday, January 23, 2008 / 5:52 AM
Hi everyone oaone again...
23rd jan 08, wed, dizzling
Sorry for being absent from blogging for such a long time.. i was real bz lately and i'm not kidding..My dear's relatives came over to singapore last weeks to see doctor.. Over the weekends, we bought them to esplanade and sentosa.. Damn! thats was a brand new experience by bringing some foreigners who cant speak english and Bad mandarin.. The other thing is that i start to fantasize to be some rich people like them.. For less than 2 weeks, they can spend more than 13 grand in singapore.. Well, i would like to thank them for boasting the economy of singapore on behalf of all singaporeans.
i have to visit them everyday after school or before sch everyday.. haha. kinda of weird.. however, 2 of them finally went back home yesterday. was suppose to send them off but dear couldnt wake me up as usual.. haha. before u can blame me, pls understand.. have to wake up 4am leh.. well, still got 2 left behind becos their medical result not out yet.. which means i have to spend more time with them..
Next, i have 3 very impt decisions which i need the advise of everyone..
1st... my parents is urging me to go aussie to study.. dear is not giving any comments abt that.. advise pls.
2nd... dear told me to set up an engineering firm in myanmar.. she can somehow pull string there for me.. and its a profittable trade there.. the returns is tempting but have to leave singapore for a period of time.. pls advice!!
3rd... Valentine day is coming.. any ideas to surprise a girl?? URGENT!!
All advise is accepted via shoutbox, Sms, phonecall, email and msn.. All efforts will be appreciated!! thanks..
23rd jan 08, wed, dizzling
Sorry for being absent from blogging for such a long time.. i was real bz lately and i'm not kidding..My dear's relatives came over to singapore last weeks to see doctor.. Over the weekends, we bought them to esplanade and sentosa.. Damn! thats was a brand new experience by bringing some foreigners who cant speak english and Bad mandarin.. The other thing is that i start to fantasize to be some rich people like them.. For less than 2 weeks, they can spend more than 13 grand in singapore.. Well, i would like to thank them for boasting the economy of singapore on behalf of all singaporeans.
i have to visit them everyday after school or before sch everyday.. haha. kinda of weird.. however, 2 of them finally went back home yesterday. was suppose to send them off but dear couldnt wake me up as usual.. haha. before u can blame me, pls understand.. have to wake up 4am leh.. well, still got 2 left behind becos their medical result not out yet.. which means i have to spend more time with them..
Next, i have 3 very impt decisions which i need the advise of everyone..
1st... my parents is urging me to go aussie to study.. dear is not giving any comments abt that.. advise pls.
2nd... dear told me to set up an engineering firm in myanmar.. she can somehow pull string there for me.. and its a profittable trade there.. the returns is tempting but have to leave singapore for a period of time.. pls advice!!
3rd... Valentine day is coming.. any ideas to surprise a girl?? URGENT!!
All advise is accepted via shoutbox, Sms, phonecall, email and msn.. All efforts will be appreciated!! thanks..
; So Emo
N Monday, December 31, 2007 / 12:09 PM
Hi everyone or anyone
31st Dec 2007 mon
Last day of year 2007.. spend the last day alone waiting for dear to call me... eventually she called me around 5 pm.. chatted for awhile as usual.. haha.. then in the night, i send some greeting sms to my friends and those whom i consider as friends.. those who are friends had replied me while who didnt, means that they dun consider me as friends.. for all replys, there is one who is preculiar.. who is from xiu hui.. she "sounds" very depressed when i read the reply.. so i ask her out instead of staying at home thinking abt the past..
went to west coast and little did i realise that its crowded over there.. and when its 12 midnight, there is a little "fireworks" from the ships.. its a whole different feeling of countdown.. i recommend pple to go there and take a look niext year this time.. but those are not the main point.. Xiu hui dropped her tears for her ex.. which reminds me of the past too.. worse of all, her ex oso fell in love with other as well.. same reason, same excuses, same lies, same outcome and same pain inflicted.. i advise her how to get over this period of darkest moment of her life which is base on my own experience.. the best solution to get over it is to ENDURE or NUMB yourself.. thats is the only thing u can do.. all i can say is the world will keep turning even if ur partner has left u.. so lets hope that xiu hui will able to get over this darkest period of her life asap..
While i hope to be successful in everything in the coming year resolution.. i still need to look back in the past to see what are the major event happened in year 2007..
January - Decided to sell my beloved bike away before Chinese new year..
Febuary - Was transferred to S1 office from Training Centre.. From Training specialist to Admin Support Assistant (Chief Clerk) during NS.. downgraded from Pes A to Pes C2L9.
March & April- Slacking throughout and waiting for ORD. UNSW closed down and was searching for other uni
May - Obtained my class 3 license in first attempt & undergo another operation to remove the nail and pin in my thigh bone..
June - Bad Birthday, Long-waited ORD!!
July - Wan hua left me for other guy..
August - Freedom life ended as Uni life have started, got to noe elaine
Sept - Mugging, almost fell in love with laggy.
Oct - get to noe christy and evetually become my gf..
Nov - mugging, projects, report and exams..
Dec - dear went back home for holiday.. lonely christmas..
31st Dec 2007 mon
Last day of year 2007.. spend the last day alone waiting for dear to call me... eventually she called me around 5 pm.. chatted for awhile as usual.. haha.. then in the night, i send some greeting sms to my friends and those whom i consider as friends.. those who are friends had replied me while who didnt, means that they dun consider me as friends.. for all replys, there is one who is preculiar.. who is from xiu hui.. she "sounds" very depressed when i read the reply.. so i ask her out instead of staying at home thinking abt the past..
went to west coast and little did i realise that its crowded over there.. and when its 12 midnight, there is a little "fireworks" from the ships.. its a whole different feeling of countdown.. i recommend pple to go there and take a look niext year this time.. but those are not the main point.. Xiu hui dropped her tears for her ex.. which reminds me of the past too.. worse of all, her ex oso fell in love with other as well.. same reason, same excuses, same lies, same outcome and same pain inflicted.. i advise her how to get over this period of darkest moment of her life which is base on my own experience.. the best solution to get over it is to ENDURE or NUMB yourself.. thats is the only thing u can do.. all i can say is the world will keep turning even if ur partner has left u.. so lets hope that xiu hui will able to get over this darkest period of her life asap..
While i hope to be successful in everything in the coming year resolution.. i still need to look back in the past to see what are the major event happened in year 2007..
January - Decided to sell my beloved bike away before Chinese new year..
Febuary - Was transferred to S1 office from Training Centre.. From Training specialist to Admin Support Assistant (Chief Clerk) during NS.. downgraded from Pes A to Pes C2L9.
March & April- Slacking throughout and waiting for ORD. UNSW closed down and was searching for other uni
May - Obtained my class 3 license in first attempt & undergo another operation to remove the nail and pin in my thigh bone..
June - Bad Birthday, Long-waited ORD!!
July - Wan hua left me for other guy..
August - Freedom life ended as Uni life have started, got to noe elaine
Sept - Mugging, almost fell in love with laggy.
Oct - get to noe christy and evetually become my gf..
Nov - mugging, projects, report and exams..
Dec - dear went back home for holiday.. lonely christmas..
; So Emo
N Tuesday, December 25, 2007 / 11:20 AM
Hi everyone..
25 Dec 2007, Tues
Wat a lonely christmas.. but at least many of my close and dist friends still rem me.. text me some heartwarming greetings.. Thanks guys.. spend the whole of christmas and eve itself at home.. went to jogging at night during christmas eve.. and at least dear called me oso.. i miss her so much..
Recently, chat with lixuan on msn and gossip abit and realise that xiuhui has broken up with her bf due to some reason.. and leejun came my house for a mahjong session along with laggy and glen.. got a shocking news that lily broke up with her 4 years long bf, yuwei too.. cannot believe it.. Damn! when ask abt the reason, she couldnt or didnt want to give a definite ans.. perhaps she has own reason.. most likely is they have reached their boring zone and cant get over it.. that reminds of the past too.. esp when i feel the pain on my femur during jogging.. still pain can recover in time, while some will last forever.. now i start to doubt my own judgement.. pple whom i tot their relationship would last but didnt..
Esp in this lonely christmas eve when all my family members went out for christmas celebration while me having no plans at all.. feeling was overwhelming me once more.. made went driving around singapore.. went to east coast again.. to the place where the accident happen.. i still cant believe within such a short span of a 1.5 years, things can change so much.. what a joke.. after tat, on the way back on AYE, made a turn to NUS.. recall the moment i went to fetch her every now and then.. damn! i even went to Qian hu.. though its close by the time i reach there.. its quite a long road.. i dun think i can walk such a long walk with her again.. some how i still think of her and the past.. so what.. she cant even rem who i am nor she will want to rem me again.. so i went home to spend a lonely christmas eve.. want to chat with someone but cant find anyone whom i can talk.. tried asking huiting but she was playing mj with her friends..
Luckily my dear called me in the night.. we chat for a while and cant bear to put down the phone.. after the chat, i lie down on the bed missing her and fall asleep.. Basically this is how i spend my whole christmas..
lonely christmas and i miss my dear..
dear grab me for a shot..
Dear want another one..
Ah bee, dear and Adrian bear before they went myanmar..
; So Emo
N Wednesday, December 19, 2007 / 9:57 AM
hi everyone or anyone..
19th Dec 07, wed, raining..
I miss her so much.. dear didnt call me today.. wonder wat happen to her today? Lets hope she is fine and her parents dun give her anymore stress le.. Dear.. u have to endure..
i miss her deeply..
19th Dec 07, wed, raining..
I miss her so much.. dear didnt call me today.. wonder wat happen to her today? Lets hope she is fine and her parents dun give her anymore stress le.. Dear.. u have to endure..
i miss her deeply..
; So Emo
N Saturday, December 15, 2007 / 10:18 AM
Hi everyone or anyone again..
Today is 16 dec 2007 Sat. Rainy
Its been a long time i last blog seriously le.. hmmm.. lets start from most recent event. 15 dec Fri, i went to Dlb O with my poly classmates.. hmmm.. i dunno whether i'm too old for clubbing already anot.. kinda of feel board half way thru.. haha.. I'm an old man loh.. today went to karine's house for a mahjong session.. lady luck was average only.. won 4 bucks after hours for game.. haha.. well... at least i didnt lose..
Last wednesday 12 dec, i went to the myanmar embassy near tanglin mall to settle her visa.. however my silly dear left her study pass in photocopier insch after she zap a dublicate copy for the embassy. So no choice we have to head back to sch again to retreive her study pass. after that went to city hall for her air ticket. At night, we went to eat 田鸡粥 at geylang.. then its nicer than i expected.. went to dear's house to accompany her thru out the night becos she felt something not right in her room.. haha.. then on 13 dec, went back to myanmar embassy to collect her ready visa.. Damn. say me sua ku.. i nv been to any embassy before but i'm quite sure singapore embassy wun work this way.. haha.. no que, no que number and everyone is crowding at the counter trying to squeeze their way thru.. damn! its really an eye opener! then dear went to my house to bid farewell to my parents and esther.. then send her back to pack her bad and we set of to the airport. hai.. seeing her entering the gates makes me feel lonely.. the moment she step into the gate, i start to miss her le.. and she will be back around jan..
then even before that, both of us was having exams.. was very busy.. couldnt having time out to blog.. so ya.. basically this is wat happen from my exams period to now.. of cos there is certain things that i didnt reveal lah.. its confidential.. if i let u noe, i have to kill u.. haha..
小别胜新欢... i miss her..
Hi everyone or anyone again..
Today is 16 dec 2007 Sat. Rainy
Its been a long time i last blog seriously le.. hmmm.. lets start from most recent event. 15 dec Fri, i went to Dlb O with my poly classmates.. hmmm.. i dunno whether i'm too old for clubbing already anot.. kinda of feel board half way thru.. haha.. I'm an old man loh.. today went to karine's house for a mahjong session.. lady luck was average only.. won 4 bucks after hours for game.. haha.. well... at least i didnt lose..
Last wednesday 12 dec, i went to the myanmar embassy near tanglin mall to settle her visa.. however my silly dear left her study pass in photocopier insch after she zap a dublicate copy for the embassy. So no choice we have to head back to sch again to retreive her study pass. after that went to city hall for her air ticket. At night, we went to eat 田鸡粥 at geylang.. then its nicer than i expected.. went to dear's house to accompany her thru out the night becos she felt something not right in her room.. haha.. then on 13 dec, went back to myanmar embassy to collect her ready visa.. Damn. say me sua ku.. i nv been to any embassy before but i'm quite sure singapore embassy wun work this way.. haha.. no que, no que number and everyone is crowding at the counter trying to squeeze their way thru.. damn! its really an eye opener! then dear went to my house to bid farewell to my parents and esther.. then send her back to pack her bad and we set of to the airport. hai.. seeing her entering the gates makes me feel lonely.. the moment she step into the gate, i start to miss her le.. and she will be back around jan..
then even before that, both of us was having exams.. was very busy.. couldnt having time out to blog.. so ya.. basically this is wat happen from my exams period to now.. of cos there is certain things that i didnt reveal lah.. its confidential.. if i let u noe, i have to kill u.. haha..
小别胜新欢... i miss her..
Hi everyone or anyone again..
; So Emo